I'm applying for Sever, the Darigan Draik, and am really desperate for fanart -- the deadline's in a week! So far, I haven't gotten my pieces scanned, but I have a photo of one of my sketches -- observe.

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-- Base color is not purple, but a rather pale blue-gray.
-- See those darker bits on his spine and legs? Those are dark blue, and they gradate into his base color a lot better than they do in the sketch.
-- His mane is white, with blue for the shadowed bits. It's long and flowy on his head, falling into his eyes: on his spine it's short and sticks up in an even mass, but gets a bit longer and more unruly on his hips and near the tip of his tail, not on the very tip.
-- His eyes are pale lavender.
-- Those dark spots? They're dark blue-gray, and not blended into the base at all.
-- Three toes on each foot, no opposeables, with thin, fine white claws.
-- Very thin, flimsy flesh-whiskers, oriental style.
-- Note the ears. No spines and webbing here: he has more hair-filament-y ears.
-- Finally, the bands around his neck. They each consist of a different material. From top to bottom: any random glowing metal (changes color), jewels, platinum, mostly transparent crystal, pearl, gold, and silver.

Can anyone try to draw this? Please? I can definately do an art trade if you want, this is pretty much an issue of life and death. xD

I'm so screwed when it comes to relationships right now.

Mark was gone all summer and reappeared yesterday, sending me a message where he says he loves me and all that jazz. And I'm supposed to be breaking up with him, but I don't have the heart. ._. I don't need this thing I have with him just now, it puts too much pressure on my sanity to worry about him constantly, and I don't need to be tied down to him like this.

...Just now, that is.

When I just got my eye on another guy, and this one in real life.

He's my best friend in school, and he's so funny and loveable and we talk about EVERYTHING and he's cushy and cute and huggable and he smells good. Four people already have told us we look like a perfect couple (when we were cuddling, really) - not that we'd make one, but that we LOOK like one. I'd have gotten a pic of us posing on Angie's couch (I'm in his lap with my arms around his neck, he has his arms around my waist, and apparently we looked all lovey-dovey) but there were no cameras around...

Trouble is, I really really like Jef. And he likes me, but not in that way. And I feel insanely jealous when he tells me he's not into the whole relationship thing unless he's absolutely sure it's the right thing, yet he seems to be very interested in asking one Cassie out. :E

I suck at life.

P.S. My kiriban came and went.

My 2k kiriban's almost here, if anyone's interested. Gimme a screenshot if you grab it.

So yeah. That's all folks.

How a secret message came for you today
It holds the secrets of my heart and my mind
It tells of vast expanses stretching backwards over time

I've been wanting to quote that for ages. Rasputina - Secret Message. < 33333



I feel so tired nowadays. All the time. My friend quipped "Maybe you're pregnant" and scared the shit out of me, because anyone who knows me knows I only have my periods every six months or so. Bit crap really because you never know when they'll peep around to visit again.

Mark hasn't been online for twenty days now. TWENTY. TWENTY BLEEDING DAYS IN A ROW. It makes me feel so... forgotten, unwanted and/or taken for granted. But I love him more than life itself. He's the only one who truly makes me smile, the one who lets me forget all my cares for a moment and just relax and laugh, the one I'd love to share the rest of my life with.

If he didn't refuse to do so, after all. He doesn't want to marry me because he thinks I deserve better. But I couldn't ever find better than him because he's perfection. D:

...on the other hand, I could try and wait till December and attempt to seduce Carlito if I do get to see him at RAW (my friend's friend has connections, we might be able to meet Carlito backstage~~). Seriously, Carlito has THE BEST ASS IN THE WORLD. I cannot stop thinking about it nor can I stop talking about it. XD

...the thought of being Mrs. Carlos Colòn Jr. isn't too pretty though. I mean. Colòn. That has got to be the worst last name iin the world.

Fuck this shit.

Just wondering about the upcoming RopeCon.

I though up a cosplay, but I think it's a bit embarrassing. Would people laugh me out if I cosplayed a Pokémon? Namely, Gardevoir. They look pretty human as Pokémon go.

Opinions, people. I don't want to make an ass out of myself.

In other things, I'm going to be MAJORLY pissed off if I can't see The Offspring somewhere along their current tour...